I am sorry for not being what you wanted.
Yes, you've read that right. I'm sorry. I am giving you my apologies. Even though it troubles me and leaves an impression on my heart, I still give them to you. Who? Who is 'you'? 'You' are those people who, over the months and years have decided to distance themselves from me. To no longer talk with me. To be content to just hear or read [you have to love the age of social media], what's going on in my life, yet stay at arms length. Yes, I've noticed. I've noticed it as I've grown in my own life, in my own views, in my faith in the Christ I follow. Though there is a spiritual aspect to this, at the same time it is so much more. It is the conflict of being who I am, even if it means losing friendships over it. I used to be someone else. Someone who thought differently, who perhaps acted different. Who was certain the world was black and white and everything had an answer. There are times I wish I could go b...