Did I ever tell you the story....
I remember so vividly the moment I met my oldest son’s soul in a dream. The dream began in a foggy darkness with my best friend and I walking along a lone sidewalk. Ahead of us I began to see a bit of light, not sunlight but some kind of pale light. As we drew closer I saw a tall streetlamp, with its artificial light casting a triangle type beam of light down through the fog onto the sidewalk. There beneath the streetlight a child stood with his back to us and hands in pocket. Walking past the child I looked at him. He had an adorable face, with glasses and this kind of bowl shaped haircut. I turned to my friend and said, “When I have son, he will look like that little boy.” At that moment the little boy turned towards me, looked up, and said “Hi mom!” Something deep in my being knew instantly that I had met my future son. I woke up filled with a sense of peace and wonder. My husband and I were not trying...